Today is just not my day... I got all moody just now.. The gerl i once loved broke up with me.. ( Just after our 2 month anniversary.) Wat a WONDERFUL gift! Well a lesson learned for me... She said that i'm good enough.. i never care for her.. (IF YOU ARE READING THIS: I DID MY BEST TO CHANGE MY WAY TOWARDS YOU.. TRIED MY BEST TO ALWAYS MAKE YOU HAPPY.. MAKE YOU FEEL LOVED..) thats okae.. i learned.. Well... What can i do... u went out with those MATREP frens of yours without telling me.. I have to find out myself.. and who was that guy just now?? seriously.. U vomited just nw.. u could have tell me... i would have been there for you.. NO ONE told me you were not feeling well.. IM A GUY WHO IS STRAIGHT FORWARD. Many friends said you were out with other guys went im not around.. I have to sae.. i have been closing an eye when you went out with them.. They are your friends but AT LEAST tell me you are going out with them.. I wrote you a song, draw a picture for you.. i know that might mean little or nothing to you.. n i'm not rich.. I cant afford to buy every single thing for you.. N BTW i still have the ring.. This are the little things i've done that u might not appreciate but others might.. i dont knw. Well... I bear no grudges against you.. Maybe it is the RIGHT thing to DO.. maybe u were right.. im not suitable for you.. I CANT SAE I LOVE YOU anymore cause my heart is left with a million broken pieces.. all i can sae is GOODBYE AND TAKE CARE.. ALL THE BEST WITH YOUR NEW BF. Khairil is left heartbroken. AND TO MY BROTHERS WHO COMFORTED ME JUST NOW... THANKS ALOT.. YOU GUYS ARE ALWAES REMEBERED BY ME.. ESPECIALLY MY BIG BRO BAL.. YOU HAVE TRULY HELP ME ALOT.. THANK YOU SOO MUCH! SEE YOU AT WORK TOMORROW BROS! KHAIRIL LEFT THE WORLD TO MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE FOR PEOPLE...
6:22 AM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
&& i think of u every night~
the ROCKER
Khairil Asyraf!
Khai for short..15 dis year.(08)
Liveng my life to the fullest is what i aim for
10 of October is when i get 1 year closer to death
Single is the status.. music is my drug..
adores
NO ONE AT THE MOMENT
LEFT
MY MISERABLE LIFE ON THE
291108.
irks
Hates: Mat Reps
Minah Reps
Cockroaches
Liars/ Backstabbers
Honestly.. im not quite of a hater...
Rocking to the Music
wishes
lets see....
i wish for a good amplifier
my own personal laptop
a new phone
new topman shirt
SOMEONE FOR ME TO CHERISH
sheesh i dont think people will view this stuff here
anyway.....
wheee im talking to myself
